May 03, 2006
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Gary Amdahl, "Visigoth"

51d96c270a4f68b2a97d954ef0fe0ab1.jpgWanting to be the next Raymond Carver is the literary version of wanting to be an astronaut when you grow up. There's a difference though: most boys realize that their chances of flying to the moon are nil, and they grow up to be middle management. The same cannot be said for the ersatz Carvers of the world--it's like some folksy version of Camus' philosophie de la revolte (oh, and speaking of Camus, isn't it a shame he couldn't have written about lumberjacks and long-haul truckers?) takes hold and they end up producing impenetrably boring 500-page exegeses on, as Tim Hall once put it, "engine lights and sandwiches." On the other hand, a few of these guys have created some great fiction. (I was particularly fond of Scott Wolven's Controlled Burn which came out last year. And remember Robert Bingham? I thought he had promise too.)

I was a little worried that Gary Amdahl's Visigoth would suffer from the engine-light-and-sandwiches affliction.

However, after beginning the first story in the collection, "The Flyweight," I was immediately engrossed. In it, Dennis, a Midwestern high school wrestling champion, suffers an agonizing mental breakdown, and the narrator--his best friend--tells the story with equal parts intimacy and distance. Throughout, Amdahl's imagistic descriptions are marvelous, and as I read, I realized that it's been a long time since I've found a writer with more than a utilitarian use of language. "The Flyweight," like every story in this collection, is tinged with sadness and violence, but Amdahl's gifted at construing and finessing the difference between sadness, desperation, and the flat-out maudlin:

It was true that he was fasting. He fasted recklessly, religiously, not so much to stay under a hundred pounds, but rather to maintain in himself that sense that he was both a good dog, doing his duty, and a computer, binary, no options, win or lose. Too much food and he started feeling sassy, preternatural. The graphed X and Y of energy and weight rose and fell respectively, met at the optimal point, then shot sharply off the chart in two directions. Dennis associated "emaciated" with "meek" and thought that he would continue to inherit the earth either way.
The first four stories in the collection crackle with the same engaging ferocity. There are others, however, that meander. "The Free Fall," which is 58 pages, is long on intensity (and long on long) but lacking the clarity that makes the first four so successful. And I found the ending of the "The Barber Chair," a story about a man coping with the tragedy of a failed sled-dog expedition, to be unsatisfyingly abrupt.

The stories in Visigoth share a number of themes: violence, tragedy, regret. The protagonists are quietly intelligent, careful observers of the human condition. They are also uniformly tough motherfuckers. And of the eight stories, six are told in the first person; it's a style that Amdahl does well, but it gave me pause. How much of this, I wondered, is autobiographical? Naturally, so much of what writers write is tinged with memory and personal experience. Amdahl is deft with imagery and detail; if any of these stories are autobiographical*, he possesses a marvelous ability in recounting them. However, a number of my favorite authors who weave their lives into their writing--Junot Diaz and Ellen Miller spring to mind--seem to have plumbed the depths of their personal histories and, disappointingly, failed to produce much since then.

This criticism aside, Visigoth is a remarkable and breathtaking (though imperfect) collection. I look forward to reading more of Gary Amdahl's work--regardless of its inspiration. As the narrator of "Narrow Road to the Deep North," which was awarded a Pushcart Prize, says, "...I was also a fan of Heroic Violence. I even had a specialty; I was something, I fancied of an after-dinner speaker, a guy who could mouth off while trading blows with pinheads." That's a perfect encapsulation of Amdahl's narrators--and (perhaps) of Amdahl as well.

*To qualify this postulation, I wanted to add that when I asked Milkweed about this, they told me that while he has struggled with similar issues, the stories are fictional. In essence, I could be talking out of my butt. It wouldn't be the first time. (And also, they pointed out that his theater background, which could explain the personal, dramatic feel to his stories.)

Posted by Dana at 12:05 AM

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Thanks for the review -- a copy has been languishing on the back bookshelf for awhile and I couldn't decide whether to read it or pursue greener pastures.

Posted by: Gwenda at May 4, 2006 10:58 AM